Old Blog Post [ Little Miss Lost ]

If I fall, will you be there to catch me?
I want to Love, but are you worthy of my love?
I'm lost.. Which direction are we heading again?
I'm worried... of something that i don't know of.
So Confuse.. that it makes me sick.
Every hour, minute and second.. I can't stop thinking about it.
Tears roll down my cheeks, why am i crying?
Feel like running away but where could i go?
Who knows what it feels like to be me.
Its easy for you to say, but what if it happens to you?

Old Blog Post [ Drifted away from me ]

You saw me from a distance,
You walk towards me,
You smile at me and I smile back,
You grab my right hand and ask me to follow you,
You promise you will not let me go... and i trust in you..
We went through a garden of Roses,
You stop and picked me beautiful flowers.
We went through a garden of thorns,
You you shield me from those thorns.

Years goes by...

You quicken your pace... i could not catch up
I'm trying my best to reach your hand
But your hands slipping away from me.
We went through a garden of Roses,
You didn't even stop to take a glance.
We went through a garden of thorns,
You ignore me and protect yourself.

You walk in a speed that i couldn't catch up.
I'm running as fast just to reach you...
But i couldn't...
You drifted away from me into the dark...

Now I'm lost, dark and cold.
Recalling what you said to me few years back..
"I promise, I will not let you go..."

Old Blog Post [ ~*In Memory of Ong Shimin*~ ]

Apart we will be...
But memories will not be forgotten...

As I know its not the time for me...
But when the time comes...
Where would you be?

Further and further you are away from me...
But your heart will always be in me...
Leaving you is not so easy...
Hope time will heal me...

Asking Angels why you have to go...
But they answered you have sorrows...
What kind of sorrows you may have...
That you think we couldn't understand....

Lessons I now know but not before...
That friends should not be ignored...
what has happened, cannot be undone...
Though I wish it could be done...

In memory of you, I now pray...
May the pain in us, fade away...
cos I know though you're faraway..
Sad and hurt, you do not want us to stay...